SCAGBILLIES

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somewhere in a burning fire, there is a childless mother. a motherless child. there's fuimng rage that burns within that magnificent burning flame. it screams with plead and agony as the rain says "but one day, it will all be better." the burning flame pleads on, "my pride. my savior. what am i to do without my soul? my child?" somewhere in there, there is a sweet child crying for its mother. a mother crying for its child. for it is too ignorant to realize that one day, it will not matter. it does not care for the meaning, however. it does not care for the integrity of which it shall keep. for as long as it is sane, at peace, it shall remain so until all that is taken is lost.
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i find the best course of action right here in front of my eyes i think you'll see some sort of passion right here in front of me i can feel my destiny crumbling before me i can hate the best of me hey i cant hear the words you're singing hey i cant find anything hey i can't hear the words you're screaming hey i cant find the reason reasons change season seasons change season
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these swallowed eyes have no vision of their own as if covered by darkness, they have no home these eyes are and are not mine to call my own these eyes are alone worms eat my skin maggots eat my brain fingernails grow thin i feel so deranged im crawling out of this wretched hole i am a corpse my skin is ripped and torn sheered and scorn by god, there better be a better way to be walking imagination, watch where you step, you fool by god, there better be a better way than me i'll figure out a better way to be a better way than you straight to you be a better way than you
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FEAR 03:35
i feel so confining i cant help but feel like im dying i need someone to be here i need someone to free me cant you understand the words im saying cant you understand my pain aaaaaaaaaaaa i need to cope so please just help me im gonna die and its so frustrating aaaaaaaaaaaa the struggle close your wide open eyes and feel the burden of these wicked, these wretched lies patiently waiting, overbearing distant cries im so fucking tired of this noisy crowd im so goddamn lost i dont have the words some fear the underground while i bleed and wait to be another rifle's round i lie bare and plain, now black and grey, the horror's too much now some fear the underground while i bleed and wait to be another rifle's round to be another rifle's round to be another rifle's round close your wide open eyes and feel the burden of these wicked, these wretched lies patiently waiting, overbearing distant cries
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PURGATORY 05:48
pain, its all decayed the nerves burn up and its neverending hate, its all the same all the fear it takes, its terrorizing what was misinterpreted as needless violence taking lives solace, the curtain draws we arent sandbags waiting to be emptied go fly, and never reach the sun i curse this life, i believe its done you'll suffer unto thee no more i cant watch you anymore some feel the underworld is a place of torture that shows no mercy we burn to live in such a cruel home we cant feel when the flames come rising realize we burrow in a reality, no more real than a page turning a place with much distain fear and love so much as dedicating go fly, and never reach the sun i curse this life, i believe its done you'll suffer unto thee no more be wary of limbo for evermore save yourself from hell wake your mind time is running out, the clock is ticking i see the darkness in your heart, its bleeding the soul of your mind, its pleading i watched you die you said your prayers you spoke your lie go meet the slayer, go
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ABEL 05:51
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how come the calm before the storm is so loud how come the rain hits so hard its like a train something is telling me i have to leave here something is telling me i have to get out ive never seen the rain come down so hard before ive never seen this sight (before, before, before, before) before how is it so that this is so familiar how is it so that the sky is coming down i cant believe this noise, its so loud i cant believe the level that we're sinking im in a place which feels so despising we're in a place where the darkness is shining i have no control of what goes on here i have no control of my own being what makes you think we have control what makes you think that we are free whisper my souls intent whisk away the silence my life has stained come down and find the reason why i still find hope in your eyes i cant hear those words of treason i cannot hear your soothing lies i will walk alone i refute my body i will walk my path take this sinner's hand, just calmly see light, calming, bright darkness thriving, it cant be, its my lie cant you see that this place its filled with toxins im afraid its a lonely burned and tattered space run away with the danger creeping turn away with a half hearted frown turn your back on the things you've been seeking and watch the world cry when they see us dead face down
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PREY ON 05:19
i hear the echoed crying of a lone child and i know, i know its not your time awakened beasts of the shadows are still alive they've come to feast on your insides prey on the victim succumbed (i'll watch you through the night) pray on, your doomsday has come (i'll keep you bound so tight) vagabond, this is the last day you'll see the sun (the moon rising ever so bright) pray on, the blood marks your love BREAK running in the moonlit night, i've come so far so far, i'll reap those shallow scars so scared i can barely breathe, its not too hard to find the beating of my heart prey on the victim succumbed (i'll watch you through the night) pray on, your doomsday has come (i'll keep you bound so tight) vagabond, this is the last day you'll see the sun (the moon rising ever so bright) pray on, the blood marks your love (my hands fill with your lust tonight)
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NO WAY OUT 04:31
dont make a sound everybody's watching you now blood on the ground there's no way out of this one bangin around wait for the knives to come out stuck in the sound in a minute this'll be done times run its course dont be afraid to get burned dont close your eyes heart's racing out of this world somehow theres no remorse no fiction, no rules say its worth the world, im your fool i came in time, it feels new many wasted hours with no use same old story back when the power came from the people the titans fall the fall of all the worlds evil so strike a chord dont follow the empty lies so find a form because i cant see the light comin from your eyes pulsing madness in an age newfound commotion in my brain, im falling out rain comin down, down, down leaving notions of a world with no way out woken souls fell, so painstaking tell us now tell us how theres no way out hey, now they know calm down shallow reign hell pulsing madness in an age newfound commotion in my brain, im falling out rain comin down, down, down leaving notions of a world with no way out hey, now lay down see the show in the snow breed how
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yeah this ones instrumental too
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shakey vision on the screen vertigo wont let me be tired eyes wont stay awake these hollow bones dont stay up late calling names, treachory confusing, what am i supposed to be feeling shallow, feeling dread somehow i get the feeling that im feeling dead i believe im beginning to see depricative practice means i cant feel the lips on my face doesnt help that i feel im in another place can you feel the empty space it feels unreal, ive left reality without a trace left behind my waste left without escape this time i wont let you get away one last time this time, it wont be another day lying in rot, ecstacy something is eating at my brain i am decayed, laid to waste something is watching over me soul-defying, wretched screams agonizing misery swarm around infectiously injecting venom graciously let me rest in peace i can feel the cold in my veins the dirt is a tomb and ive been locked in here for days the grave is empty, make no mistake it feels unreal, ive left reality without a trace electrifying egodeath im not supposed to be be here selfishly, cradled in that hole what am i supposed to be withering, necrotizing mold what am i supposed to be angels burn, demons rot what am i supposed to be we shall burn, you shall not what the hell does that even mean what am i supposed to be i cant feel the lips on my face doesnt help that i feel im in another place can you feel the empty space it feels unreal, ive left reality without a trace empathetic, hateless pain i watch the clouds when i feel insane and i fly high one last time your soul is free you'll never leave me alone i'll breathe one last time for thee
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12 05:25
no lyrics here bud
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STAROTHA 01:56
still no words.
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She said "I'll throw myself away, They're just photos after all" I can't make you hang around I can't wash you off my skin Outside the frame, is what we're leaving out You won't remember anyway I can go with the flow But don't say it doesn't matter anymore I can go with the flow Do you believe it in your head? It's so safe to play along Little soldiers in a row Falling in and out of love With something sweet to throw away But I want something good to die for To make it beautiful to live I want a new mistake, lose is more than hesitate Do you believe it in your head? I can go with the flow But don't say it doesn't matter anymore I can go with the flow Do you believe it in your head? Do you believe it in your head? Do you believe it in your head? Do you believe it in your head? Do you believe it in your head?

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in between realities, lie limbo
pigmented lines, where scars lay dormant
cold space, for ones far gone

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released January 10, 2021

jeremiah allee

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SCAGBILLIES Lakewood, Colorado

i am a singular person making music for this "entity"? project? band? call it whatever you want. it's music.

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