INFANCY

by SCAGBILLIES

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1.
PULSE 03:56
hello world i dont know what its like out here but its gettin kinda dark and i wanna go home but i dont want to be alone its getting hazy just like im suffocating i wanna run out the door and scream at every motherfucker and say "hey hey hey" look at my face im now in a place in a time in a moment in a space just where i want to be i see the people those merry little people if i close my eyes i see the laughter and the gossip and the jealousy but fuck, if i could i'd go live on a farm and never come back i dont wanna be the one to have to say it but we are the fucking virus and we're running out of time i wanna please you i wanna seize the day with you drink out of your heart hear the beat go bumbumbumbum im going nowhere i wanna be somewhere with a purpose with a matter to have i wanna be someone with a goddamn soul i wonder what the ocean is like i hear the waves, as soft as your voice im sick of the noise im fucking tired of the segragation, degradation and the hate but fuck god and peace and everything its getting hazy its like im suffocating want to run in your arms, and just hold you tight because theres no better place like home
2.
CAVING IN 02:29
i cant speak, i cant breathe the grip on my heart is too heavy cant find the words, its too loud cant just be me, i have to get out word to christ, we're all dying this place is far too confining the words are wrong, i cant hear my soul is consumed with fear the torture, the pain, i cant believe what i am seeing the laceration, the horror, i cannot bear what im being control me, control you, im in a room filled with hate despite freedom and honor, youre driving me insane this place is made out of plastic our lives are so damn fabricated we're jaded, we stay medicated we stay comfortable and so fucking shaded we're so fucking shameless and so damn cynical we hear honesty but its filled with lies we are so much more than just equal we are hate fucking the hive mind the torture, the pain, i cant believe what i am seeing the laceration, the horror, i cannot bear what im being control me, control you, im in a room filled with hate despite freedom and honor, youre driving me insane god please be the only one who can understand me i wish not others hurt, why cant you fucking hear me i see that youre seething with rage i cannot see is it me or is it you youre driving me insane
3.
THAT'S RICH 03:20
scattered thoughts, a distant place few words come to mind in such a place radio blaring green day music psychobabble pseudointellectual musings im livin on an avenue propagandic, trivial news lately ive been hearin a voice in my head and it sounds like he wants me dead we have to be here, have to live here have to exist, have to breathe here with cretins, midgets of the state smudging their garbage on society with their fat dollar bills and the run of the mills and the anti middle fingers, the disconnected but what will we do if they dont run us we will figure it out because we are people im livin on an avenue propagandic, trivial news lately ive been hearin a voice in my head and it sounds like he wants me dead what do you mean you cant hear me my words are spoken crystal clearly "i dont hear it, youre much too vulgar cant understand, im so much older" what does it matter, im a human being too turn off your brain if it doesnt suit you im shootin the shit, im gettin fucky with it im shootin the shit, i really really dig it what does it mean, whats it to you it doesnt matter yet, the songs just over maybe one day we can all speak out loud and be heard without the noise
4.
ASSHOLE 02:15
i dont want to, wanna be here anymore i dont want to, wanna be here anymore i dont want to, wanna be here anymore i dont want to, wanna be here anymore i hate this place, but mainly im sick of you you take away the fun, make it all about you youre such a fragile smile, and you make me wanna puke and thats no good, so why dont you just fucking go i dont want to, wanna be here anymore (sick of you starin at me) i dont want to, wanna be here anymore (i dont know who's more confused, is it you or is it me) i dont want to, wanna be here anymore (suicidal tendencies almost feel like a dream) i dont want to, wanna hear anymore nothin seems worth it, it seems like everything i do was made just to be a "please-tease" for you i hate to ruin your day, but im done hate to make you beg and plead, but im through hate breeds love love breeds hate i aint good enough i dont want to, wanna be here anymore (sick of you starin at me) i dont want to, wanna be here anymore (i dont know who's more confused, is it you or is it me) i dont want to, wanna be here anymore (suicidal tendencies almost feel like a dream) i dont want to, wanna hear anymore i hate this place, but mainly im sick of you you take away the fun, make it all about you youre such a fragile smile, and you make me wanna puke and thats no good, so why dont you just fucking go
5.
dusk 02:26
nothing
6.
caving in 03:17
7.
hektic 03:12
booghghghghghghghgghghghghghg

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my first real EP. a short, 4 song long, 12 minute long adaptation of my mixed feelings about the world and my relationships with different people over the course of the past 3 months.

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released June 28, 2020

jj allee, all me

Nevermind Records

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SCAGBILLIES Lakewood, Colorado

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